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man o man.
although my spring break probably wasn't as fun as everyone elses, i still had a really great time hanging out with Cty and Gary my two most BFF's EVER! i love you guys mand and this spring break was the shit but i can't wait til our trip to amsterdam this summer/fall!!!!!!! woohooo
back to school tomorrow. fuck.
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[15 Mar 2005|03:53pm] |
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OKay... Since graduation and stuff is coming up soon i just want to inform my closest friends, former friends, and all of my aquaintences on a few things. I know that everyone makes mistakes, but ive made a big one. I let my so called "drama queen" life make me shut out most of my good friends. All of you guys have been nothing but there for me... whenever i needed someone. Especially when my dad died, all of you wrote me a card and i still have it to this day. I love all of you, and i know that i have probably had a feud of somekind with mostly everyone of you and i feel bad about it, i really do. Im not sayin that we all didnt talk shit about one another, but i really regret all the stupid things ive probably done or said to you all. I just want you guys to know that i love all of your guys and miss you soooo much.
thank u.
Love Amanda
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[15 Mar 2005|01:14am] |
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Yea ya'll its like 1:15 on monday night...... No im not messed up or anything, i just cant sleep.
I had the most best day at school. I was in a great mood all day. After school i went to visit with my aunt patti... shes getting that gastric bypass surgery tomorrow! I love her sooo much... she keeps getting me all this Marilyn Monroe stuff for my room its sweet...
I brought up my english grade from a D+ to a B- Me and my momma are getting along good.
Now all i need is Mr. Right.
NOT Mr. Right Now.
goodnight world: Amanda
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[12 Mar 2005|10:35am] |
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Yes yes... i DO have a J.O.B. NOW! @ McDonalds in flatrock. haha i promised my self i would never work there BUT a jobs a job ya know....
But i work today noon-4 come visit!
-- my mom shut my cell phone off.
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[24 Feb 2005|05:21pm] |
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yep. got suspended for tomorrow and monday... 4 day weekend lol
i got caught skipping.
what else is new eh?
i have a head ache.
<3 amanda
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[15 Feb 2005|12:54pm] |
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man... i didnt go to school today once again.
but today i had to go to court... that sucked.. but they didnt say anything i just have to go again on march 7th and i have to get an attorney. or sumthing like that
valentines day sucked as usual... i didnt have a valentine... :( but i guess thats mostly my fault. i dont know why though.
i seriously am going to be good now.. and settle down... i want a relationship. not just to have but to learn from also. I think im grown up enough now to have a real commitment... cuz im not down for friends with benifits anymore... that gets reeeel old after a while
but today i went shoppin with ym mom and she took me to applebees and then came home... im bout to take a nap.
i dont feel good..
<3 manda
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[10 Feb 2005|01:04pm] |
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WOW! My mom just gave me some really fucking GREAT news... My car is in the shop and it has been since tuesday.... Now they are telling us that it needs new headgaskets or sumthing... Yea and thats going to cost like 900$ my mom said...
Im in sooo much debt right now its not even funny.... i get paid tomorrow THANK GOD but its all going to be blown on payin ppl back for shit....
ON top of this all.... im not going to have a car for another fucking week! im sooooooooooo pissed! so that means i have no idea how im getting to school, cuz i have co-op 1st and 2nd hour now... and im supposed to go in for training for a new job sometime this week........ UHHHHHHHHHH I HATE LIFE!
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[09 Jan 2005|09:45pm] |
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Coty never give up on anything nor anyone in your life... dont end up how i am coty blameing yourself for everything that happenes all the time and i feel that you worry too much anbout everything and u are going to make yourself have a nervous breakdown... you are the most UNSELFISH person i have ever known, you would do anything for me and vice-versa you know how many people love you and are there for you, no u dont. DO NOT blame yourself for whats happeneing withyour dad i think everyhintgs going to be ok and just to let you know.. he NEEDS to change and i want youand your dads past relationship to CHANGE b/c thats not how a father daughter relationship should be. i love you with all of my heart and i would jump infront of a speeding train for yu coty you are my best friend in the entire world. if u needed a kidney i would give u one of mine. i love you more than anything and i dont want you to worry or blame yourself for other peoples mistakes... you are the one who talked me out of doing so many harmful things to myself and my life. i love u so much and i will ALWAYS be here for you no mtter what.
SUICIDE-the easy way out.... you dont realize how many people you hurt, and leave behind wondering why..... isnt it true that everyone has said that they had wanted to kill themselves atleast once in their life... but they never did anything about it, but some people just think that its the only way to end their problems... and its not.. their are so many people that can help you out their wether its family, friends, doctors, or whatever... but my opnion on the whole doctor thing is that they have no idea how suicidal people feel... they have never been in that position...
And another thing,,, so many people have told me that god doesnt give u anything that u cant handle... well obviously if someone can fucking kill themselves they couldnt fucking handle what they were going through in that point of time.... at this moment i say fuckk god.... and i know many people might disagree but im allowed to state my opnion...and ive also been told that everything happens for a reaon... FUCK THAT because if that was true then My dad and adam would still be here living their normal everyday fucking lives... i think thats all i have to say.
</3 Amanda
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[08 Dec 2004|05:27pm] |
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the past like 3 weekends have been crazy.... TOO CRAZY!....
im definetly going to take a party break.... well... atleast for this weekend.
soo many regrets man...
well today i got suspended so yea... i get a free day off tomorrow how sweet huh. im not allowed to do anything tonight cuz my moms gay. Friday i have to work... so no plans for friday....
man i need a J right about now...............
-amanda
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[28 Nov 2004|01:38pm] |
:x: time you started taking quiz = 1:38 :x: name = Amanda :x: piercing = nose and ears
:x: tattoos = not yet :x: height = 5'5 and a quarter.. lol
:x: shoe size = 8
:x: ...hair color = blonde/brown :x: length = down to my tatas
:x: siblings = 1 lil brother > Alan
GENERAL... :x: d.o.b.= Octover 10th 1987
:x: location= NBV bitch
:x: eyes= Green
:x: music= awhatever im in the mood for... most of u know me as a GANGSTA
:x: make up= DUH
:x: places you've been= where ever the fuck i want to go
:x: who do you like= no one at the moment...
:x: movie= GOONIES!
DO... :x: you have a bf or gf =naaa im not diggin the whole commitment thing right now
:x: you have a crush on someone = maybe... :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = all the time
:x: you think about = everything
:x: you believe in ...online dating = do I look like Im out to get raped by a dirty old man
:x: you want more piercings = tounge/industrial/belly button again.
:x: you drink = hells yea
:x: you do = uhhh boys duh haha
:x: you smoke = yea
:x: you like cleaning = who does that?
:x: you like roller coasters = HELLS YEA
:x: you write in cursive or print = i kinda mix them together... its easyier
ARE YOU... :x: A Vegetarian= naa :x: A Good Student= now i am :x: A Good Singer= GOD NO :x: A good Actor/Actress= im a good liar if that counts :x: A deep sleeper= like a rock :x: Shy= HELL NO :x: Outgoing= some would say
:x: A good storyteller= I like to exadurate but who doesn't
FOR OR AGAINST... :x: ...long distance relationships = they never work out :x: using someone = against :x: teenage smoking = do what u want :x: doing = Im assuming this thing means sex im deff for it! :x: driving drunk = it happens.. cant stop it :x: gay/lesbian ...what ever tickles ur pickle :x: soap operas = naaa i like degrassi lol
EITHER/OR... :x: club or houseparty= houseparty :x: tea or coffee= coffee :x: beer or cider= mmmmm beer
:x: cats or dogs= dogs :x: single or taken= single :x: pen or pencil= pen :x: gloves or mittens= gloves
:x: food or candy= food :x: cassette or cd= cd :x: coke or pepsi= pepsi :x: matches or a lighter= lighter, they dont burn ur fingers
FAVORITE...
:x: song = DROP IT LIKE ITS HOT! :x: thing to do = BOYZ!! lol :x: thing to talk about = boys and movies and music and stuff...
:x: sports = Cheerleading... and yes it is a sport get over it :x: drinks = pepsi :x: clothes = confy ones :x: movies = anything thats funny :x: band/singer = atreyu/the used :x: holiday = um... im not fond of holidays anymore :x: cars = my G scort bitch
HAVE YOU EVER... :x: lied to someone = yes :x: been arrested = no :x: dated one of your best friends= no :x: loved somebody so much it makes you cry = yes :x: done = party, smoked weed, drink, sex, arrested, you gotta be more speciffic... :x: broken the law = yes :x: ran away from home = yes :x: broken a bone= my ankle :x: cheated on a test= yes :x: played Truth Or Dare = yes :x: been on a talk show/Game show = no :x: been in a fight = kinda... :x: ridden in a fire truck = no :x: been on a plane = yes :x: come close to dying = shit... sometimes it feels like it lol :x: eaten a worm/mud pie = no :x: swam in the ocean = yes :x: Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up = yes
WHAT... :x: shampoo do you use = whatevers in the shower. :x: cologne/perfume do you use = as of the moment... JLO :x: are you scared of = being alone and michael meyers
WHO DO YOU WANT TO... :x: kill= haha cant say... :x: hear from= my daddy :x: get really wasted with = my friends they are the best :x: look like = i dont fuckin no :x: be like = my own person :x: avoid = drama...(thats impossiable though)
NUMBER... :x: of times I have been in love? = 1 :x: of times I have had my heart broken? = too many :x: of hearts I have broken? = prolly none :x: of girls I've slept with? = zip :x: of boys I've slept with? = HAHA not tellin :x: of continents I have lived in? = 1 :x: of taken illegal drugs? = 3 :x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?= to many :x: people I consider my enemies? = no one really (Amanda Moran) :x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = prolly none :x: of things in my past that I regret? = too many to count
WHERE DO YOU... :x: cry = in my bed... :x: wish you where = in love....
FAVORITE... :x: disney movie = Lion king :x: scent = boys.
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[02 Nov 2004|10:31pm] |
Me and Sarah on HALLOWEEN!
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okay wow havent wrote in here in a long time....
nothings been up lately.... just workin alot at TARGET
theres a hottie boy named jeff that works there... lol i just want to jump on him HA
i need a boyfriend...</3
manda
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[31 Oct 2004|12:13pm] |
LAST FOOTBALL GAME EVER!
SENIOR PIC!
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[23 Oct 2004|09:52am] |
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WE WON OUR LAST GAME!!!!!!! 13-12 AWESOME JOB BOYS!
seniors.... that was our last football game EVER....
we earned that u guys are awesome!
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[20 Oct 2004|10:01pm] |
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Fuck Bush. Fuck Democrats.
KERRY ALL THE WAY!
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[14 Oct 2004|07:46pm] |
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yea i definetly got a job at TARGET today!!!!
but i have to take a gay drug test tomorrow...
went to practice today it was fun... NOT!
um my birthday was awesome.......shellys party was awesomer!!! man o man i had lots of fun...
on my bday i hung out with cody and he got me sum cute stuff... hes awesome...
i have a crush on bruce! lol
oh yea and megan walker wants to beat my ass... HAHAHA
thats sums it all up i guess... <3 manda
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| homecoming /my birthday |
[09 Oct 2004|12:05pm] |
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Senior year homecoming.... wow already.
tonights my last homecoming dance ever! :(
im gonna make it a great one thought!
tomorrow is my 17th birthday.
i miss my daddy
<3 manda
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[07 Oct 2004|03:21pm] |
*SOUTH PADRE*
SPRING BREAK 2005!
ha i turned my 100$ deposite in today im soooo pumped!
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*everything has been so weird lately... *my 17th birthday is this sunday... the day after homecoming. *im exciting for homecoming with matt... hes great. ~cody called me today...asking if i wanted to hang out sunday for my birthday... so many mixed signals.... it kinda sounds like he wants to get back together, but i dont know, i think he might just be wanting to hang out for.... uhh... other reasons lol.*i went to the doctor today and im peeing blood.... yea i know thats sick but im really nervous about it and i dont know whats wrong....*im also getting sick of all my "so called friends" i dont know maybe thats not it... maybe i just need some time to myself to think shit over...*this weekend is going to be soooo hectic! i have to do like 4 ppls hair saturday for the dance.. and on top of that get myself ready...
i love you. but i dont undertand why im putting myself through this, when i can have someone better.
<3 amanda
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[28 Sep 2004|09:34pm] |
2 of my senior pics!

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