0nlyTheObvious

0nly_0bvious @ 2005-04-03T22:34:00

2005-04-04T02:36:32Z

man o man.

although my spring break probably wasn't as fun as everyone elses, i still had a really great time hanging out with Cty and Gary my two most BFF's EVER! i love you guys mand and this spring break was the shit but i can't wait til our trip to amsterdam this summer/fall!!!!!!! woohooo

back to school tomorrow. fuck.

Im sorry.

2005-03-15T21:03:30Z

OKay... Since graduation and stuff is coming up soon i just want to inform my closest friends, former friends, and all of my aquaintences on a few things.
I know that everyone makes mistakes, but ive made a big one. I let my so called "drama queen" life make me shut out most of my good friends. All of you guys have been nothing but there for me... whenever i needed someone. Especially when my dad died, all of you wrote me a card and i still have it to this day. I love all of you, and i know that i have probably had a feud of somekind with mostly everyone of you and i feel bad about it, i really do. Im not sayin that we all didnt talk shit about one another, but i really regret all the stupid things ive probably done or said to you all. I just want you guys to know that i love all of your guys and miss you soooo much.

thank u.

Love Amanda

late night.

2005-03-15T06:18:04Z

Yea ya'll its like 1:15 on monday night......
No im not messed up or anything,
i just cant sleep.

I had the most best day at school.
I was in a great mood all day.
After school i went to visit with my aunt patti...
shes getting that gastric bypass surgery tomorrow!
I love her sooo much...
she keeps getting me
all this Marilyn Monroe stuff
for my room its sweet...

I brought up my english grade from a D+ to a B-
Me and my momma are getting along good.

Now all i need is Mr. Right.

NOT Mr. Right Now.

goodnight world: Amanda

0nly_0bvious @ 2005-03-12T10:35:00

2005-03-12T15:37:23Z

Yes yes... i DO have a J.O.B. NOW! @ McDonalds in flatrock. haha i promised my self i would never work there BUT a jobs a job ya know....

But i work today noon-4 come visit!

-- my mom shut my cell phone off.

0nly_0bvious @ 2005-02-24T17:21:00

2005-02-24T22:22:35Z

yep. got suspended for tomorrow and monday... 4 day weekend lol

i got caught skipping.

what else is new eh?

i have a head ache.

<3 amanda

0nly_0bvious @ 2005-02-15T12:54:00

2005-02-15T18:04:35Z

man... i didnt go to school today once again.

but today i had to go to court... that sucked.. but they didnt say anything i just have to go again on march 7th and i have to get an attorney. or sumthing like that

valentines day sucked as usual... i didnt have a valentine... :( but i guess thats mostly my fault. i dont know why though.

i seriously am going to be good now.. and settle down... i want a relationship. not just to have but to learn from also. I think im grown up enough now to have a real commitment... cuz im not down for friends with benifits anymore... that gets reeeel old after a while

but today i went shoppin with ym mom and she took me to applebees and then came home... im bout to take a nap.

i dont feel good..

<3 manda

0nly_0bvious @ 2005-02-10T13:04:00

2005-02-10T18:12:00Z

WOW! My mom just gave me some really fucking GREAT news... My car is in the shop and it has been since tuesday.... Now they are telling us that it needs new headgaskets or sumthing... Yea and thats going to cost like 900$ my mom said...

Im in sooo much debt right now its not even funny.... i get paid tomorrow THANK GOD but its all going to be blown on payin ppl back for shit....

ON top of this all.... im not going to have a car for another fucking week! im sooooooooooo pissed! so that means i have no idea how im getting to school, cuz i have co-op 1st and 2nd hour now... and im supposed to go in for training for a new job sometime this week........ UHHHHHHHHHH I HATE LIFE!

0nly_0bvious @ 2005-01-09T21:45:00

2005-01-10T02:55:24Z

Coty never give up on anything nor anyone in your life... dont end up how i am coty blameing yourself for everything that happenes all the time and i feel that you worry too much anbout everything and u are going to make yourself have a nervous breakdown... you are the most UNSELFISH person i have ever known, you would do anything for me and vice-versa you know how many people love you and are there for you, no u dont. DO NOT blame yourself for whats happeneing withyour dad i think everyhintgs going to be ok and just to let you know.. he NEEDS to change and i want youand your dads past relationship to CHANGE b/c thats not how a father daughter relationship should be. i love you with all of my heart and i would jump infront of a speeding train for yu coty you are my best friend in the entire world. if u needed a kidney i would give u one of mine. i love you more than anything and i dont want you to worry or blame yourself for other peoples mistakes... you are the one who talked me out of doing so many harmful things to myself and my life. i love u so much and i will ALWAYS be here for you no mtter what.

SUICIDE-the easy way out.... you dont realize how many people you hurt, and leave behind wondering why..... isnt it true that everyone has said that they had wanted to kill themselves atleast once in their life... but they never did anything about it, but some people just think that its the only way to end their problems... and its not.. their are so many people that can help you out their wether its family, friends, doctors, or whatever... but my opnion on the whole doctor thing is that they have no idea how suicidal people feel... they have never been in that position...

And another thing,,, so many people have told me that god doesnt give u anything that u cant handle... well obviously if someone can fucking kill themselves they couldnt fucking handle what they were going through in that point of time.... at this moment i say fuckk god.... and i know many people might disagree but im allowed to state my opnion...and ive also been told that everything happens for a reaon... FUCK THAT because if that was true then My dad and adam would still be here living their normal everyday fucking lives... i think thats all i have to say.

</3 Amanda

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-12-08T17:27:00

2004-12-08T22:29:46Z

the past like 3 weekends have been crazy.... TOO CRAZY!....

im definetly going to take a party break.... well... atleast for this weekend.

soo many regrets man...

well today i got suspended so yea... i get a free day off tomorrow how sweet huh. im not allowed to do anything tonight cuz my moms gay. Friday i have to work... so no plans for friday....

man i need a J right about now...............

-amanda

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-11-28T13:38:00

2004-11-28T18:54:23Z

:x: time you started taking quiz = 1:38
:x: name = Amanda
:x: piercing = nose and ears

:x: tattoos = not yet
:x: height = 5'5 and a quarter.. lol

:x: shoe size = 8

:x: ...hair color = blonde/brown
:x: length = down to my tatas

:x: siblings = 1 lil brother > Alan

GENERAL...
:x: d.o.b.= Octover 10th 1987

:x: location= NBV bitch

:x: eyes= Green

:x: music= awhatever im in the mood for... most of u know me as a GANGSTA

:x: make up= DUH

:x: places you've been= where ever the fuck i want to go

:x: who do you like= no one at the moment...

:x: movie= GOONIES!

DO...
:x: you have a bf or gf =naaa im not diggin the whole commitment thing right now

:x: you have a crush on someone = maybe...
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = all the time

:x: you think about = everything

:x: you believe in ...online dating = do I look like Im out to get raped by a dirty old man

:x: you want more piercings = tounge/industrial/belly button again.

:x: you drink = hells yea

:x: you do = uhhh boys duh haha

:x: you smoke = yea

:x: you like cleaning = who does that?

:x: you like roller coasters = HELLS YEA

:x: you write in cursive or print = i kinda mix them together... its easyier

ARE YOU...
:x: A Vegetarian= naa
:x: A Good Student= now i am
:x: A Good Singer= GOD NO
:x: A good Actor/Actress= im a good liar if that counts
:x: A deep sleeper= like a rock
:x: Shy= HELL NO
:x: Outgoing= some would say

:x: A good storyteller= I like to exadurate but who doesn't

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: ...long distance relationships = they never work out
:x: using someone = against
:x: teenage smoking = do what u want
:x: doing = Im assuming this thing means sex im deff for it!
:x: driving drunk = it happens.. cant stop it
:x: gay/lesbian ...what ever tickles ur pickle
:x: soap operas = naaa i like degrassi lol

EITHER/OR...
:x: club or houseparty= houseparty
:x: tea or coffee= coffee
:x: beer or cider= mmmmm beer

:x: cats or dogs= dogs
:x: single or taken= single
:x: pen or pencil= pen
:x: gloves or mittens= gloves

:x: food or candy= food
:x: cassette or cd= cd
:x: coke or pepsi= pepsi
:x: matches or a lighter= lighter, they dont burn ur fingers

FAVORITE...

:x: song = DROP IT LIKE ITS HOT!
:x: thing to do = BOYZ!! lol
:x: thing to talk about = boys and movies and music and stuff...

:x: sports = Cheerleading... and yes it is a sport get over it
:x: drinks = pepsi
:x: clothes = confy ones
:x: movies = anything thats funny
:x: band/singer = atreyu/the used
:x: holiday = um... im not fond of holidays anymore
:x: cars = my G scort bitch

HAVE YOU EVER...
:x: lied to someone = yes
:x: been arrested = no
:x: dated one of your best friends= no
:x: loved somebody so much it makes you cry = yes
:x: done = party, smoked weed, drink, sex, arrested, you gotta be more speciffic...
:x: broken the law = yes
:x: ran away from home = yes
:x: broken a bone= my ankle
:x: cheated on a test= yes
:x: played Truth Or Dare = yes
:x: been on a talk show/Game show = no
:x: been in a fight = kinda...
:x: ridden in a fire truck = no
:x: been on a plane = yes
:x: come close to dying = shit... sometimes it feels like it lol
:x: eaten a worm/mud pie = no
:x: swam in the ocean = yes
:x: Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up = yes

WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = whatevers in the shower.
:x: cologne/perfume do you use = as of the moment... JLO
:x: are you scared of = being alone and michael meyers

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
:x: kill= haha cant say...
:x: hear from= my daddy
:x: get really wasted with = my friends they are the best
:x: look like = i dont fuckin no
:x: be like = my own person
:x: avoid = drama...(thats impossiable though)

NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love? = 1
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = too many
:x: of hearts I have broken? = prolly none
:x: of girls I've slept with? = zip
:x: of boys I've slept with? = HAHA not tellin
:x: of continents I have lived in? = 1
:x: of taken illegal drugs? = 3
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?= to many
:x: people I consider my enemies? = no one really (Amanda Moran)
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = prolly none
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = too many to count

WHERE DO YOU...
:x: cry = in my bed...
:x: wish you where = in love....

FAVORITE...
:x: disney movie = Lion king
:x: scent = boys.

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-11-02T22:31:00

2004-11-03T03:33:41Z

Me and Sarah on HALLOWEEN!

&

okay wow havent wrote in here in a long time....

nothings been up lately.... just workin alot at TARGET

theres a hottie boy named jeff that works there... lol i just want to jump on him HA

i need a boyfriend...</3

manda

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-10-31T12:13:00

2004-10-31T17:14:18Z

LAST FOOTBALL GAME EVER!

SENIOR PIC!

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-10-23T09:52:00

2004-10-23T13:54:43Z

WE WON OUR LAST GAME!!!!!!! 13-12 AWESOME JOB BOYS!

seniors.... that was our last football game EVER....

we earned that u guys are awesome!

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-10-20T22:01:00

2004-10-21T02:01:59Z

Fuck Bush.
Fuck Democrats.

KERRY ALL THE WAY!

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-10-14T20:10:00

2004-10-15T00:10:18Z

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-10-14T19:46:00

2004-10-14T23:48:45Z

yea i definetly got a job at TARGET today!!!!

but i have to take a gay drug test tomorrow...

went to practice today it was fun... NOT!

um my birthday was awesome.......shellys party was awesomer!!! man o man i had lots of fun...

on my bday i hung out with cody and he got me sum cute stuff... hes awesome...

i have a crush on bruce! lol

oh yea and megan walker wants to beat my ass... HAHAHA

thats sums it all up i guess...
<3 manda

homecoming /my birthday

2004-10-09T16:07:19Z

Senior year homecoming.... wow already.

tonights my last homecoming dance ever! :(

im gonna make it a great one thought!

tomorrow is my 17th birthday.

i miss my daddy

<3 manda

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-10-07T15:21:00

2004-10-07T19:22:38Z

*SOUTH PADRE*

SPRING BREAK 2005!

ha i turned my 100$ deposite in today im soooo pumped!

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-10-05T22:45:00

2004-10-06T02:46:53Z

*everything has been so weird lately...
*my 17th birthday is this sunday... the day after homecoming.
*im exciting for homecoming with matt... hes great.
~cody called me today...asking if i wanted to hang out sunday for my birthday... so many mixed signals.... it kinda sounds like he wants to get back together, but i dont know, i think he might just be wanting to hang out for.... uhh... other reasons lol.*i went to the doctor today and im peeing blood.... yea i know thats sick but im really nervous about it and i dont know whats wrong....*im also getting sick of all my "so called friends" i dont know maybe thats not it... maybe i just need some time to myself to think shit over...*this weekend is going to be soooo hectic! i have to do like 4 ppls hair saturday for the dance.. and on top of that get myself ready...

i love you. but i dont undertand why im putting myself through this, when i can have someone better.

<3 amanda

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-09-28T21:34:00

2004-09-29T01:35:18Z

2 of my senior pics!

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-09-26T10:16:00

2004-09-26T14:19:36Z

okay last night was the SHIT!

i went to airports homecoming it was alot of fun man....
those girls CANT DANCE! thats for sure hahaha

today me my mom and my lil bro are going to the movies to see the Exorsist (the beginning) and then i have to go to my grandmas and help her clean cuz shes cool.

i love ya sarah ur awesome and i had a great time man!

i gotta a crush on u.... (u know who u are) ;)

<3 manda

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-09-25T00:17:00

2004-09-25T04:32:20Z

okay yesterday my mommy took me to get my homecoming dress!!!!!!!!!

ITS GORGEOUS!!!! o man... it was 200$ it better be pretty lol.

and then after that my mom and i went to TEXAS ROADHOUSE! it was goooooooooood lol i love my mom man.

okay we played jefferson tonight and LOST (wow thats a shocker!) 6-49 haah GGGGAAAYYY

then i went to tacobell and then to COTOS haha that was fun

then tomorrow is airports homecoming! im sooo excited its gonna be fun!

kirk tickles my fancy!

<3 manda

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-09-21T16:35:00

2004-09-21T20:35:49Z

i got a homecoming date!!!

matt ur the best!

kirk tickles my fancy....lol

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-09-20T20:55:00

2004-09-21T01:00:33Z

okay> today was eventful i guess.

went to school. <gay as usual> b/c i wasnt feeling all that well....

then i came home and cleaned the WHOLE ENTIRE HOUSE!

then i picked up sarah and krissy and we went to the mall to look for a dress for homecoming.... while we were at the mall we got chased by this GOD AWFUL NASTY guy........OMG!

then on the way home we kidnapped tommy and kirk.... lol it was fun...

we drove around and stole sum signs... i guess we were doin sum "RUN DMC" stuff??? lol i dont know but i wanna be a part of the crew... haha

kirk tickles my fancy.

<3 @m@nd@

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-09-19T19:29:00

2004-09-19T23:31:04Z

i love all my friends....

okay so we lost friday.... surprise surprise!

today i had a family reunion and codys been calling me lately WTF!?

well i dont know anymore.

i give up on men they all hate me.

im going to AIRPORTS homecoming! with SARAH! im excited....

i NEED a homecoming date...

OCTOBER 9th! the day before my 17th bday!!! lol

<3 manda

0nly*The*Obvious

0nly_0bvious @ 2005-04-03T22:34:00

Im sorry.

late night.

0nly_0bvious @ 2005-03-12T10:35:00

0nly_0bvious @ 2005-02-24T17:21:00

0nly_0bvious @ 2005-02-15T12:54:00

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0nly_0bvious @ 2005-01-09T21:45:00

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0nly_0bvious @ 2004-10-31T12:13:00

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0nly_0bvious @ 2004-10-14T19:46:00

homecoming /my birthday

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-10-07T15:21:00

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-10-05T22:45:00

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-09-28T21:34:00

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-09-26T10:16:00

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-09-25T00:17:00

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-09-21T16:35:00

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-09-20T20:55:00

0nly_0bvious @ 2004-09-19T19:29:00

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